Bones Tv Show

Ok, so I know no one actually reads this blog. I know that this isn't actually a real blog. I set it up this way. It is a way for me to get extra entries on giveaways. There my shameful secret has been revealed. But I have something I need to get out and I have no one to say it to. So I will spill it to the netherworld of cyberspace and be done with it. I, like I assume many other, Bones (TV Show not archeological or serial killer type) have been dying for the declaration of love between Brennan and Booth. And now it has happened and it was awful and I was devastated. So now... The next episode is available to be viewed on a website that shall not be named as I believe it is against the rules, but to get back to the point....I don't know if I want to watch it. I'm still so hurt from the last episode that I don't know if I can go back to the funny banter and honestly I'm not sure if the characters can! So that is my dilemma. I have nothing to do today as I have nothing to do any day (did I ever mention my fatal illness and home bound state? This part unfortunately not a joke)so do I watch or do I not? I don't know but now I have told my worries to the world. A world that neither listens or cares but somehow I feel better. Maybe I will post later of whether or not I got the courage to watch and how I felt about the episode.